demoralized thoroughly
this week was a killer so many things to do, so many deadlines to meet, so many decisions to make, so many people to meet. Really wish i'm an octopus with 2 heads then i can juggle so many things. Why am i so busy this sem is it because i have decided to be more hardworking or am i doing too many things - driving, tuition, school, church... it may seem like very little stuff but it just seems so overwhelming now.... others seem to be able to juggle but y can't i?
went to the turkish restaurant Sofra to eat yesterday quite yucky(some) but my Sultan's kebab tasted quite nice like the turkish version of shepherd's pie. we still went to eat ice-cream after that i had 2 scoopes hee i know i'm greedy. Anyway on the way home we talked about driving sian i dunnoe it's me or what but after talking to her i felt more demoralized about it then ever. Panic n demoralized. Huh u haven go circuit huh u haven do this haven do that 来得及meh? wah so tired liao hear this kind of words even worse. She muz have seen it on my face cos when she was getting off she said 不用紧，可以的啦。 Quite bothered by it. Felt so physically exhauted yesterday then have to drag myself out of bed to go driving. Drove for quite a while on the road then he said ok turn into ssdc to enter the circuit. Wah first time leh also never tell me going in circuit today i never bring enough $$ how? Was driving around the circuit then he was saying what 考试的时候停这边 or somthing like that also can't catch, he's always talking too fast for me. Nair mind. Went through the S course for the like 3rd or 4th time then i mount kerb sian liao was too close to the car in front then i panic. throughout the whole circuit thingy he kept saying aiyo 不可以leh 这样一定fail， 你很烂。 Hear already also sian half, the worse i drove, the car stalled for like dunnoe how many times, go slope i pull up the handbrake then it still moved backwards cos i nv pull hard enuff nair mind he see i so gan kor he help me pull but then he pull so hard i cannot pull in down. Think he teach me super pek chek super irritated. Kept asking me when is my practical test then he say 再不可以就换date 。Ask me whether i did parallel parking before. I know he has alot of students lah but can he at least remember my face what he taught me n what he hasn't if not u bring me to the circuit for what? i see him twice a week leh am i that insignificant to u? After everything came out of the circuit drove to the carpark to stop the car then he say 看怎样，不可以就换date。 What can i say ok lor you say so many times 你 很烂 hear already heart also sink to the bottom of the deepest ocean can.... urgg think he's biased towards me my fren think he's ok but i seem to have so many things to complain abt him. But then again it's me 我很烂。urgg hopefully i do well for econometrics if not even more sian at least something pays off. Shall go off for tuition n be a naggy auntie again. Time out! i really need a break, shall hang in there till fri that is if i'm still surviving.......
went to the turkish restaurant Sofra to eat yesterday quite yucky(some) but my Sultan's kebab tasted quite nice like the turkish version of shepherd's pie. we still went to eat ice-cream after that i had 2 scoopes hee i know i'm greedy. Anyway on the way home we talked about driving sian i dunnoe it's me or what but after talking to her i felt more demoralized about it then ever. Panic n demoralized. Huh u haven go circuit huh u haven do this haven do that 来得及meh? wah so tired liao hear this kind of words even worse. She muz have seen it on my face cos when she was getting off she said 不用紧，可以的啦。 Quite bothered by it. Felt so physically exhauted yesterday then have to drag myself out of bed to go driving. Drove for quite a while on the road then he said ok turn into ssdc to enter the circuit. Wah first time leh also never tell me going in circuit today i never bring enough $$ how? Was driving around the circuit then he was saying what 考试的时候停这边 or somthing like that also can't catch, he's always talking too fast for me. Nair mind. Went through the S course for the like 3rd or 4th time then i mount kerb sian liao was too close to the car in front then i panic. throughout the whole circuit thingy he kept saying aiyo 不可以leh 这样一定fail， 你很烂。 Hear already also sian half, the worse i drove, the car stalled for like dunnoe how many times, go slope i pull up the handbrake then it still moved backwards cos i nv pull hard enuff nair mind he see i so gan kor he help me pull but then he pull so hard i cannot pull in down. Think he teach me super pek chek super irritated. Kept asking me when is my practical test then he say 再不可以就换date 。Ask me whether i did parallel parking before. I know he has alot of students lah but can he at least remember my face what he taught me n what he hasn't if not u bring me to the circuit for what? i see him twice a week leh am i that insignificant to u? After everything came out of the circuit drove to the carpark to stop the car then he say 看怎样，不可以就换date。 What can i say ok lor you say so many times 你 很烂 hear already heart also sink to the bottom of the deepest ocean can.... urgg think he's biased towards me my fren think he's ok but i seem to have so many things to complain abt him. But then again it's me 我很烂。urgg hopefully i do well for econometrics if not even more sian at least something pays off. Shall go off for tuition n be a naggy auntie again. Time out! i really need a break, shall hang in there till fri that is if i'm still surviving.......
posted by miss g at 11:46 AM
3 Comments:
I think Sofra modified the menu. The Iskander kebab doesnt taste as good as some other places
don't be discouraged grace! instructors are usually quite irritating! u must prove to him that you're not 烂!
ya thanks! maybe he's using reverse psychology hahah but highly doubt so. muz prove him wrong!
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