dead meat

2 public holidays in a week and i'm totally unproductive!!! and here am i blogging away when i shld be antagonizing over my food essay abt what to write but the more i write the more 废 it is....... i know nuts abt writing a soci essay think it's becoming to sound like a history one don't ask me how but i dunnoe..... urggg feel so sian today was totally unproductive woke up late wrote half a page ate lunch talk on the phone then went to sleep woke up wrote abit watch tv eat dinner n here am i doing something more 废。。。 6 more pages to go n i just don't have the mood to write guess i don't need to sleep tonight liao frankly i rather start mugging for exams then write this essay.... k enuff of my complaining..... can't wait for tml to come at least there's something to look forward to....
hee sk was mentioning maybe des might propose tml which i think hmmmm might be highly possible but who knows.... if it is then there'll be plently of weddings liao.... just attended a wedding on tue it was so surreal and unreal at the same time... they've been together for so long and i've seen them together for so long but just seeing them vow in front of so many ppl just makes everything more real...... so i have like at least 4 weddings to attend next year plus i might be the bridesmaid for one of them so exciting...... hahaa more new clothes ok i better go do my essay liao tml shall be a happier day......