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ah felt better after talking abt it hahha ur idea is gd hee A suggested an excellent idea to me abt my beloved instructor... no instructor's car i shall feel very very super duper motivated to pass if not ermmm i'm afraid i might meet with an accident on the driving day itself if i have an immediate failure. U see if i meet with an accident it's covered under the insurance i don't have a pay but on the other hand someone has to pay a higher premium in future if he claims insurance or he has to send it for repair thus losing $$ also how wonderful.... so bad i'm a gd ger at least now i know i'm not the only one who got such a bad instructor....

今天 lulu 说 妈妈五百，
爸爸五百，
姐姐五百，
自己五百就两千。
我说experience priceless.....

可是还是想很多，从早到晚，应该不应该。
好烦啊！？！？
回到家，我娘说你要一生平平淡淡，不要有起有落？
一生一次，钱回来随时可以赚，人生的经验钱买不到。
只要互相照顾，就 go ahead. 我又心动了。

we shall see....
maybe i really am indecisive just abt everything like what he said.