bday woes

something came up again what else but abt bdays who to get what........ it dosen't involve me but word got around i wasn't suppose to find out but i did anyway...... people got pissed at each other as usually. The same excuse was used - busy. Y wanna compete see who more busy who win don have to get present issit? aiyo can use a "fresher" excuse anot, only u all busy then the whole world all very free lah.... my fren say it's the guys, first they use ns then go uni say they busy eh when u all in ns we in uni not busy lah now all of us in uni u all busier rite... rubbish
frens for nearly 10 years n this have to come up maybe some friendship can't stand the test of time after all different priorities, different goals, to me it's the effort that counts and the attitude not who buys what n who buys it...

different ppl saying the same thing actually evokes different reactions maybe it's the biasness from the start..... the more the person matters the greater the reaction? however small however insignificant it just sparks off n blow up.... not a good reason to me the more u care abt a person shldn't u be more cautious abt what u say around the person.... excuse: caring makes one irrational, sorry but i disagree that's that

i can't make heads or tails abt this:
X : hi u busy?
M : yoz
X : thought so long nv msg u just to say hi, but i guess u busy
M : no lah
X : u busy
X : talk to u another time
X : i do my tutorial
M : ok
X : haha i haven had dinner go eat dinner
M: kk bb

i hate this feeling i can't help but wonder u had nothing better to do or second thoughts abt msging me then don k i have had enough i don't need another excuse this is not the first time
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