waste of time

just came back from the uob interview think it was ok.... hee think the both of us wasted our time think ht more bo liao than me cos in the end we skipped the hsbc interview...... reason: oh simple the importance of not having an umbrella determined our decision! since it looked like it was gonna rain and the venue was some unsheltered place, we decided to forgo it - waste time, waste money.... have another one coming up tml think i'll most probably flop this one........ how self-depreciating when i haven't even go to the interview? y do i keep getting similar job offers? am i going to be stuck with it if i accept? that is if they offer me the job.......... on one hand i think i'll be a good experience to know many things but i'm afraid i'll be stuck there forever, it's demoralising..... imagine saying "good morning, how may i assist u?" *use bright and chirpy voice for the rest of my life urgggg *pengz........ dilemma dilemma should i accept if it comes? or shld i wait for something better? now i understand fiona & christine's feelings, wanting so much to accept and yet thinking of the possibility that something better comes along but that's if it does~ anyway i'll be back selling photos again........ what's my strength you'll ask.... Me: "oh i'm good at doing brainless stuff like selling photos and data-entry" that's that :p