dead tired

i'm tired of everything i'm tired of calling and receiving calls that i don't like and want to pick up,

tired of answering endless repetitive questions,

tired of hearing people say oh but u can't compete with them imagine me being compared to
people who came from whereever my grandparents came from.... eh sorry to tell you i'm just doing simple things that DOES NOT require one to have a degree your standard so high i still must clean the room for you haiyo i dunnoe what to say.... watever lah i should just get a degree in cleaning? wat's the scientific name anyway....

i'm feeling sick, my head hurts, my eyes burn, my throat hurts, my nose is blocked and i have so many things to complete in addition to so many unwanted stuff that i have to complete.... some days are trying my patience and may all these worketh much patience in me....